Plan B (a mild sleepless rant)
What is with having a “Plan B”. What does that say? As a friend put it, (paraphrased) “if we’re both still losers in x amount of years, we’ll settle for each other.” Though I shouldn’t be talking about settling, cause I seem to be the grand master at that. I think I wouldn’t have such a problem with “Plan B” if it included me. I feel excluded, and what makes someone else better to settle with then me. I’m attractive, I can be funny, generally pleasant to be around. Perhaps it’s the psycho bitch part? Do you think that’s it? But seriously, if you’re willing to settle, isn’t that sort of against the mystical “rules”? What’s the difference between that and fucking me? I’m pretty sure one would be more satisfying. I’d make sure of it. many, many, times. But you’ll never read this, cause your avoiding me, like I have some sort of disease or something. Fine. Whatever. I’ll pretend not to care. I’ll probably even be sappily sweet in what ever encounter is next. We’ll see. I guess I wouldn’t be so upset about someone having a plan B if I was plan A. Am I plan A? I doubt it, but I’m going to pretend that so I don’t go insane.
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Ms.Duett - I recommend not being plan A or B (generically) unless it’s been expresly stated to you because THAT will drive you to insanity. Please. I know better than anyone about hopes and dreams that while within the realm of possibility, will more than likely never occur. Yes you can wish for it every day until you’re told it won’t happen, and even then believe something will change that, it’s our right to be idiots. But don’t be in a plan you’re not in until you’re in it.
I think ms.duett should get a life and stop bothering whoever. I hate her. I wish she would die.
ferraritiffie, Holy shit. I had no idea that it was that simple. Thank you. by the way, your train description was facinating.
what train description? oh on my blog?
yes..this whole thing is just shameless promotion, isn’t it.
ms.duett
i should respond to YOU in YOUR comment section. my first instinct in your situation would probably be to tell whoever it is to go take a flying leap off of a cliff.
i have also wanted badly to be a part of someones plans in vain, and rob2e’s first comment said it all.
i wish this thinge had spel chekr
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